2021

WHEN:

2021

HOW:

I am straddling a line of what i want and what i need. I am learning that i am more self sufficient than i feel. I feel i like to play a mothering role and that role i also resent. I am running down the streets most afternoons to catch a high and detoxify through sweating. I am chanting om to reset my nervous system. i am soaking under hot showers and being comforted by a weighted blanket. Thinking while i sleep, hypnosis tapes guide me there, and let me subconsciously process what's been happening during the day. I am moving forward, as always, with however much grace and kindness i can muster.

WHERE:

I am in the middle of the road, turning around and looking both ways, behind me and in front of me.

WHAT:

I am reconfiguring, smothering, waiting, tending. I am considering. i do not know in my heart.

WITH WHOM: 

I am with someone for now. I dont know how long they will be with me. I want to know and also accept unknowing. I want to be with someone who reaches out to me.

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