A year of finishing and starting, a year of grief and building ground

I have found my partner in life, we are married since 2 years now. All this makes me happy and confident and I feel and live healthy and lucky within the circle of people I know

I am beginning again

On the beach with my wife and kids barefoot, happy and free

I feel good and look forward to the present.

In a place that is both wilderness and city like at the same time

I am balancing, learning, growing. How to be strong. How to be vulnerable. I am picking out the weeds and planting my seeds

Giving my whole self, motherhood.

Alone but I have the my swaying company

I feel like I’m doing something meaningful for myself and others.

Low Belly . A lake a field a hut

I am a very happy man

In 2026 I will be 52years old. I imagine that I will devote myself to making art again in a more committed way. I will be healthy I’m clear in my thinking and moving well

In regards to my future i would to be open to keeping that sense of allowing myself to go in and feel like I did in the beginning. I just want that curious open admiration of people, space and things around each other, feeling with my heart so happy

I am nearly always in the present, but floating off to other places, other thoughts. I fear the future because of all the tragedies in my past. I rarely mention them, even if you know me well.

There are layers of the richness of a life lived

I am heavy, sluggish but feel a bright blue flame in my belly beginning to glow

Uncertain at times, confident at others. Strong and weak at different times. Happy and sad. Great full and envious. Carrying myself along with sore feet and tired, aching shoulders. hopeful, hopeless, passionate, dull.

I’m well, I’m happy, I’m grateful for my life and for all the people that surrounds me and supports me every step of my journey.

Grateful, breastcancer surviver, grounded, strongly connected to my creative resources.